Auspicious 11

I get it now. Statistics have  probably proven to show significantly high data of wishes having a higher tendency of coming true when it's made on 11:11. 

What seemed to be improbable before, has taken a turn now.

Here's why. An 11:11 wish came true for me yesterday, and today, despite not making any wishes at that timing or at all, i was slapped by another dream, and watched it transform into reality. Later to find out that, it happened at 11 pm on the 11 of Jan. 11. This could just be a discovery of my lucky number, which i previously thought was 18. Such revelation. 

However, my most ultimate faith is in God and believes in no other forms besides Him. And that miracles do happen if it's within His will.

I am starting to sound so devotional and pious, gosh. True, nevertheless.

His ways

Yes, he was a smart boy.

He never made it look like he was keen to have her around, making himself looked neutral about the whole companionship. Their audience, people who watched them, analyzing their every rhythm from the surface, would've thought that it's just her, her all along who wanted him, craves his presence. Some also thought she was in desperation to have him.

Could she blame them? Certainly not. A smooth, innocent portrayal of himself had been painted. He's the target, the one she was after, and the lucky one who could tell a story of how a girl was very much into him.

In actual fact , she never had any feeling of fondness toward him. Like most typical college girl, she came in to that new school, new environment and she fell deeply for a senior. Love at first sight it was! It was her first. See, he was never in the picture.

But his careful and nice words and sometimes teasing too, his flirtatious and occasional long glances, his actions, put it together and serve it on a silver platter, and tell me how could a girl not think that he liked her? 

Excellent for the craftiness! Even she was impressed by how he pulled it off so well.

Non-psyched

School resumes, and i'm not one bit excited. What's there to be excited for?
I'm not usually like this but I'm really not looking forward to this coming term. I want to travel back to when i was in secondary school. I;m missing the familiarity of IJ. It;s been almost a year, and I still haven't fully adapt to this environment. I give myself another term, before i quit school.

New Years Eve

It's been a month hiatus of not updating my blog, i know. I'm back, though i have this premonition of the enthusiasm lasting for awhile. Before it dies out, treasure it cause reading my blog comes close to my current thoughts and happening. I think this is gonna be a rather lengthy post.

So, it was new year's eve yesterday. Had a fine afternoon day-out with my close friend of 3 years. Many choices of how i could spent my last minutes of 2012, except none included her. Weighed my options of mainly 2; home-countdown(which also means sleepover) or Siloso beach countdown.

Guess which i chose? Neither.

It started pouring in the early afternoon and continued having slight drizzles as the night approached, so Siloso was obviously out. I don't want to be dirtying my Vans in the damp sand and having to deal with wet hair which will lead to frizz.

It's decided, home-countdown it is! But... little monthly red man had the feel to take a trip downtown to the little kitty cat cat that day. Sleeping over while having period is a no-no! Do you want to risk staining her bed? Yes? Alright, go ahead and lose a friend! Hah.

Hero to zero plans. Pathetic.

Anyway, I was lucky to have brought A's present along. You must be thinking why i even brought it out right? That's because I really am that silly to have thought that A might ask me out on the eve, thanks to things said on chat. But who are we kidding? A has never been the one to ask her out. Alright fine, maybe once, yes just once. (continues argument in another post) 

Met for dinner, passed A the small gift. Judging from his post-reaction, he seemed to like it. Pat on my back! HAHA. We took our stroll along the boutiques and played our self-created games. Clock was ticking, midnight was arriving. My plan was to go home and let the last seconds of 2012 end either sleeping or watching a movie. I won't deny that i secretly wanted to spend  it with A but it was whatever. Being the blur as usual, he didn't even know it was new year's eve. A oh A! Well, after learning that fact, it was obvious that he wanted to spend it with me as well, he didn't even attempt to hide it. It was written all over his face, cmon  Maybe he did try to cover up, but i guess it wasn't successful. Anyway, none of that mattered as we eventually did pass it together.
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**i've already lost momentum to continue, i will continue this post tomorrow when i get back from breakfast with dearest Abz, which i'm so excited for because we havent met for so long. Catch up session is mandatory in this case! I missed those hugs i got from that joyous company! Maybe. Yes just maybe i'll continue. If not, i'll just remove it altogether or i might just leave it here and leave it unended. if laziness kicks in. We'll see, we'll see. omg i am seriously beyond salvage

Good friends

In this shit of a situation, I have you & i'm thankful. I'm still having doubts though. Are you just in it for a ride or are you staying for the real deal? I really hope that you're not just a passing tide.

You know that feeling when you have this great feeling about something? I'm feeling exactly that now.

Good friends dont just come along do they? They are like a sun drop in the ocean, a needle in a haystack.